If I were in your place, I would feel exactly the same way.
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Maybe that's why you made me write these words for you, I don't know.
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Don't be mistaken, this is for you. Not any other person, only you.  
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Maybe you keep a secret in your heart, looking for a sign of something more.  But truly, would you even recognize it? What if you pushed it out of your way each day? The divine is quite straightforward and simple. Just what form did you think it would take?
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So just for a moment...freeze completely, let every thought and feeling be still, and let these words come to you. Suspend your disbelief, nothing exists except me, a kneeling servant, and you, the object of love.
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You are too far away for my outstretched arms, but I will work hard to make these letters carry the warmth of my extended hand.
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Simply, I am here for you.
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No camera tricks, no mirrors, no pictures, no animations. 
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The love you deserve is cruel to me.
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My dear if only you could see your suffering. 
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The world is screaming at you, "you are so innocent, pleae don't do that to yourself", we are all watching with love and horror. 
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Somehow, you still think you need to beat yourself up, and even work harder? Absurd.
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My dear, the world is throwing pillows and blankets and warmth and love at you. We are all watching, begging, pitying, and loving you. 
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I am in this room with the world. There is so much love it is overflowing, its weight is killing me.  Won't you please open the door?
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We are all trying so hard to tell you we love you.  Why don't you tell yourself that? It would save us a lot of chasing, I want to catch my breath

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For some reason, you think you are not the center of the universe.  Don't fool yourself, are you anywhere else? 
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Maybe someone told you that, they've made quite a mistake.
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We are all here for you my love. All rivers, all roads, all veins, all points to you.
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You are the divine city, we have travelled and are carrying heavy bags of love. Why won't you open the gates?
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And you see how silly it is for the palace that we worship to say 'no, I am not worthy', and keep the gates closed?
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We are stuck out in the rain only because you are casting a shadow. Look up at the sun.


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The love you are trying to find is chasing you.



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the universe is yours
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